Wednesday, September 13, 2006

a good clean sheet heh. first one we have had in a long time. creating chances, hitting the bar, heh, guess with abit more finishing, thats where my pool should be. i must say, really proud of the performance against PSV. this is the liverpool i love so much man, the players picked themselves up. champions league away game, no goals conceded, other group game ending goaless. good result. kuyt and bellamy sound impressive. heh. even thou now looking at andy johnson's form, kinda rue not signing him last summer after his excellent season with palace. heh. but we have, everton dun, so we ll just let them enjoy their brief status as EPL top four. and theres always this difference between between good match reports and normal ones. heh, the good ones make u smile even thou ur team didnt win.

oh wells. todays shaping to be not bad. quite long since i sat here in the morning, feeling utterly relaxed and typing my blog. heh. just a tint of disppointment with certain people. other den that, i m a happy camper today. heh.

sometimes, ur like so willing to do stuff for people, its like if u were at expo and they were at jurong west and they asked for a favour, if it didnt take jeopardize ur studies, didnt cause u to miss cell or service, didnt warrent a scolding from ur mom, u or me being me, would go the distance for them. and den its just kinda saddening that, ur sick, and u just ask for this small favour, and they come up with a million and one reasons not to help u, thats abit exaggerated, actually it was three excuses. oh wells. and when u look back, stuff u do for them just seems so insignificant to wad ur asking for.

and another thing, its like i always used to be so frustrated when i was a kid, den i asked my mom, can i go here, or can i buy this, den my mom would always. without fail, go see how [obviously she would say no if it was some ultra unreasonable demand]. but den its like as i think into it. i guess that 'u ll never know wad expctations the words u say or type [considering we are the sms and msn generation] will being to the people hu recieve it. and a person's word is his or her bond, so breaking it would be paramount to being scum. haha. but i guess, like my mom's reply when i asked her why she always gave me see how answers was, "i didnt want to make u a promise i might not keep, neither did i want to say no without thinking it thoroughly". thats why she said see how. some people simply say see how and to leave matters hanging, use it as an indirect way of saying no, or a way of running from responsibility. before u agree to anything, think about it, dun say it at the spur of a moment, and if u decide to say see how, wad do u mean when u say see how, cus even in see hows, u have to answer to urself and the person u spoke it to.

had a nice read of the word at macs just now. sheeesh. the presence made me cry. haha. can u imagine the people at macs must be going. my gosh wads wrong with him. but den again, God gave u a mouth to talk, ears to hear and tear glands or wadever u call it to cry with right, so ur u use ur mouth, u use ur ears, use ur tears. haha.

|cowpoo| 10:39 AM|

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